Just Know O' Shadow Watcher...

28th March 2006, 21:20PM

Life is short, when the angel comes and you turn your back, it is not necessary that it will light up the world again :) Sometimes, it just fades away until another source lifts it high above and let the angel shine. "It" was from a time when you had all and the rest had none. Now it's their turn and they turn light my path without putting any shadows upon it.

(^_^) Jinni (^_^)

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REPLY:
Send my regards to Zeh who never met me who thought about me and others are too tired and helpless to open there eye to see things close to then since an angel brightens their short life

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28th March 2006, 21:35PM

Angel is dead, only the devil in disguise is around. One problem, though a devil, it still has a heart. My daughter is like me. Though tired and blind outward I am not blind inside. I see and know more than I say. And her (my) angel daughter is who lighted her (my) path on the dark nights when tears and faith were her sole company.

@~>~~ Jinni ~~<~@

My Name...

I thought I heard my name being mentioned, I looked around and saw none. Then I realised that it was your heart whispering my name.

~Jinni~ 26 March 12:15AM

Why Do I Call Myself Jinni?

Dear Reader,

I have come across this question in many forms but this is probably the first time that I completely and honestly answered to the question with a straight answer. And this is the answer that I gave to you...

My real name originates from the Arabic word "Noor" which is also the source from which Angels were created from. HE always called me "Angel", "Noor" or "Light Of My Heart" among other names. But I used to tell him as such, "Yes, I am a creature moulded within the hands of God, but I am neither human, nor an angel... touch me and you shall burn in an eternal flame which shall never be doused, as I was created from fire, for I am a Jinn".

That, dear folks, is the answer to your question. And as for the first question that was set forth, the answer is "Yes" as well. But do not decieve yourself that this is how it stands, for things have changed, and what you have read was just a minute segment of my mind from a time when those thoughts were yours to keep and mine to cherish. Now it is just another extract from the abyss of my diary.

(^_^) Jinni (^_^)

The Sight Of You...

The sight of you across the building makes me breathe hard, I can feel the blood rushing into my veins. My nose flares with remembered scent of you. My eyes darken, dilate & glaze over with images of what we did & what I'd like to do to you. At close proximities I lose my sensibility. My body hums with remebered caresses of your warm, strong hands, as the contours of your body melt into mine. I can taste the smorgasboard of flavours of your body upon my lips & tongue. I see you & I want to grab you by you hair, let it fall around us like a curtain, veiling us from the rest of the world, & kiss you senseless until you feel your world tilt on its axis. I want to convey all my longings, dreams, desires, love & hopes into that one single kiss, just hoping... hoping against hope that I'd be your destiny, that I'd be the same to you, as you are to me. One life, one soul; two bodies - one incomplete without the other.

_~`Jinni'~_

Beacon Of My Life...

As I walked upon the lighted path my foot slipped & I skidded into the darkness but my beacon has guided me back into the path of the light & I shall remain firmly on that path & I shall watch carefully where my footsteps fall lest I go astray.

~Jinni~ 13th March '06

IF...

If you can keep your head when all about you
Are losing theirs and blaming it on you;
If you can trust yourself when all men doubt you,
But make allowance for their doubting too:
If you can wait and not be tired by waiting,
Or, being lied about, don't deal in lies,
Or being hated don't give way to hating,
And yet don't look too good, nor talk too wise;

If you can dream and not make dreams your master;
If you can think and not make thoughts your aim,
If you can meet with Triumph and Disaster
And treat those two impostors just the same:
If you can bear to hear the truth you've spoken
Twisted by knaves to make a trap for fools,
Or watch the things you gave your life to, broken,
And stoop and build'em up with worn-out tools;

If you can make one heap of all your winnings
And risk it on one turn of pitch-and-toss,
And lose, and start again at your beginnings,
And never breathe a word about your loss:
If you can force your heart and nerve and sinew
To serve your turn long after they are gone,
And so hold on when there is nothing in you
Except the Will which says to them: "Hold on!"

If you can talk with crowds and keep your virtue,
Or walk with Kings---nor lose the common touch,
If neither foes nor loving friends can hurt you,
If all men count with you, but none too much:
If you can fill the unforgiving minute
With sixty seconds' worth of distance run,
Yours is the Earth and everything that's in it,
And - which is more - you'll be a Man, my son!

By Rudyard Kipling

U May Have...

U may have...
Someone in your mind
Someone in your heart
Someone in your dreams
Someone in your life
But I’m your someone
When there is no one...

Can You Feel The Love Tonight

There's a calm surrender to the rush of day

When the heat of a rolling world can be turned away

An enchanted moment, and it sees me through

It's enough for this restless warrior just to be with you

.

And can you feel the love tonight

It is where we are

It's enough for this wide eyed wanderer

That we got this far

And can you feel the love tonight

How's it laid to rest

It's enough to make kings and vagabonds

Believe the very best

.

There's a time for everyone if they only learn

That's the twisting kaleidescope moves us all in turn

There's a rhyme and reason to the wild outdoors

When the heart of this star-crossed voyager beats in time with yours

.

And can you feel the love tonight

It is where we are

It's enough for this wide-eyed wanderer

That we got this far

And can you feel the love tonight

How it's laid to rest

It's enough to make kings and vagabonds

Believe the very best

.

It's enough to make kings and vagabonds

Believe the very best

Music & Song by Elton John, Lyrics by Tim Rice

From Lion King soundtrack

Are You Ready For Love...

Catch a star if you can

Wish for something special

Let it be me, my love is free

Sing a song to yourself

Think of someone listening

One melody, you're all for me

.

I'll write a symphony just for you and me

If you let me love you, I'll paint a masterpiece

Just for you to see

If you let me love you, let me love you

.

Are you ready, are you ready for love

Yes I am

Are you, are you ready, are you ready for love

Yes I am

Are you, are you ready, are you ready for love

.

You're the one like the sun

Shine your love around me

You'll always be the one for me

.

Say the word and I'll be there

Loving you forever

don't let me go

Just say it's so

.

We'll hear the music ring from the mountain tops

To the valley below us

We'll serenade the world

With a lullaby so the angels will know us

Angels will know us

.

Written by Thom Bell, Leroy Bell & Casey James.

Song by Elton John.

Circle Of Life

This is a song that someone used to play for me A LOT ten years ago. He has asked me and asked again if I remembered anything and I kept saying "No, I haven't". But here it is, I haven't forgotten. And this time...I dedictate this song to you. And you know who I am referring to. Sooo, this is for you. May our lives never come across such complications as we had then, and may God guide us in this journey ahead of us.

With my warmest wishes,
Jinni

Music by Elton John, Lyrics by Tim Rice, From the The Lion King soundtrack

From the day we arrive on the planet

And blinking, step into the sun

There's more to be seen than can ever be seen

More to do than can ever be done

Some say eat or be eaten

Some say live and let live

But all are agreed as they join the stampede

You should never take more than you give

In the circle of life

It's the wheel of fortune

It's the leap of faith

It's the band of hope

Till we find our place

On the path unwinding

In the circle, the circle of life

Some of us fall by the wayside

And some of us soar to the stars

And some of us sail through our troubles

And some have to live with the scars

There's far too much to take in here

More to find than can ever be found

But the sun rolling high through the sapphire sky

Keeps great and small on the endless round

(Chourus x 3)

Theri...

Theri jism key khushboo par mei lut gai

Theri bolipan par mei fidhaa ho gai

Theri masoomiyath par mei apni jaan chalh gai

Theri eyk muskaan key liye mei eylaaney jang kargai

Theri aasuo ney meri dhilka tuklhey kargai

Theri ek nazar hamaari dhil par theer chalh gai

Theri jaaney par mei khudhkhushi kar gai, mar mit gai...

~.'.'.'.' Jinni '.'.'.'.~

4 March 2006

Nehi...

Abhi nehi tho phir kabhi nehi
Kabhi nehi tho phir kahi nehi
Kahi nehi tho phir yehi nehi
Yehi nehi tho phir gai kaheen
Kaheen gai tho phir abhi aai nehi

Jinni ~~> 2 March 2006

Ek Pari...

Ja'nath sey aai hui ek pari

Hamari dhilki dharwazeypar kat kataana lagpalhi

Jab poocha ke wo hei kaun, tho kehne lagi

"Mei hoon aapki dhilki lakeer"

Humne ek aahat mei kaha "Afreen!"

Tho unhoney kaha, "Nehi, humari naam hei Zehreen"...

Jinni ~~> 1 March 2006

Blue Rose Is

Her lips and her dress

They're both ruby red

She thinks that's how you hide

The pain you feel inside

And she comes out every night

To soak-up the neon light

Her perfume fills the air

People stop and stare

But Blue Rose is looking for the moon in someone's eyes

Blue Rose is willing to believe in someone's lies

Blue Rose's petals have been crushed along the way

Oh Blue Rose is just growing bluer everyday

One more drink, one more dance

You might be her only chance

She needs someone to hold

When the night is growing old

And if you don't mind the thorns

She'll take you in and keep you warm

Lyin' in the dark

In a bed of broken hearts

But Blue Rose is looking for the moon in someone's eyes

Blue Rose is willing to believe in someone's lies

Blue Rose's petals have been crushed along the way

Oh Blue Rose is just growing bluer everyday

My Precious