Fanaa

Mere haath mein tera haath ho saari jannatein mere saath ho
Tu jo paas ho phir kya yeh jahaan tere pyar mein ho jaaun fanaa
Mere haath mein tera haath ho saari jannatein mere saath ho
Tu jo paas ho phir kya yeh jahaan tere pyar mein ho jaaun fanaa
Mere haath mein tera haath ho saari jannatein mere saath ho

Tere dil mein meri saanson ko panaah mil jaaye
Tere ishq mein meri jaan fanaa ho jaaye

Jitne paas hain khushbu saans ke
Jitne paas hothon ke sargam
Jaise saath hain karvat yaad ke
Jaise saath baahon ke sangam
Jitne paas paas khwaabon ke nazar
Utnay paas tu rehna hamsafar
Tu jo paas ho phir kya yeh jahaan tere pyar mein ho jaaun fanaa
Mere haath mein tera haath ho saari jannatein mere saath ho

Rone de aaj hamko do aankhen sujaane de
Baahon mein lene de aur khud ko bheeg jaane de
Hain jo seene mein qaid dariya woh choot jaayega
Hain itna dard ke tera daaman bheeg jaayega

Jitne paas paas dhadkan ke hain raaz
Jitne paas bundon ke baadal
Jaise saath saath chanda ke hain raat
Jitne paas nainon ke kaajal
Jitne paas paas saagar ke lehar
Utne paas tu rehna hamsafar
Tu jo paas ho phir kya yeh jahaan tere pyar mein ho jaaun fanaa
Mere haath mein tera haath ho saari jannatein mere saath ho

Adhoori saans thi dhadkan adhoori thi adhooren ham
Magar ab chaand poora hain falak pe aur ab pooren hain ham

My Little Friend & Me

The tickling sensation on the tip of my nose would not stop. I try hard not to flip my palms over my face to swat whatever that is disturbing my basking hours in the field. The fluttering kept up and I opened my left eye as lazily as a person possible could. Then I opened the other one, just to make sure that I am seeing the right thing. There upon the tip of my nose set a yellow butterfly, in all its' glory, starring right back at me. "Didnt your mommy teach you not to stare at people?" I asked the little butterfly, not expecting it to bother at all. But my, oh my, to my supprise, this little one replied back to me, "Yes, she did. But I am so tired from flying and your nose looked so invitingly stable for me to and on. I am sorry that I stared at you but you see, I was a little afraid that you would shoo me away so I was just looking out for myself." I hastened myself to assure my new found little friend that she need not fear me and I asked her if she would like to play in the field with me. We swirled and twirled through the high grass. We played in the bubbling brook near by. We gathered pollen in our palms and blew it into the wind and watched it, as it merrily bobbed and floated away in the kool spring breeze. We hung upside down from the small oak tree and watched the world go by and the clouds form shapes in the blue sky. As the sun began to dip over the tall pine trees up on the hills, we decided to go our own way. But we promised each other that we would meet again to play early morning the next day. I ran home as fast as my little feet would take me down the meadow to where I lived in the little cottage with my parents.

Jinni ®
29 August 2006, 04:16PM

Back To You...

"Walking back to you...
is the hardest thing
that I can do.
....that I can do for you."

J ¡ n n !
03 August 2006, 12:44AM

I Am Waiting...

I am waiting...
for your smile
for your frown
for your breathe
for your tears
for your hatred
for your look
for your life
for your words
for your happiness
for your love
I am waiting, still waiting.
Haan, inthizaar thumse hey.

J ị η η ị
19 August 2006, 8:04PM

Dreams Of Yester Years...

From the dreams of yester years, I moulded you in my heart. From the tears o and smiles I formed you as an art. My soul, I joined to give you life. O' heart, O' heart, farewell my heart. My prayers I give ye as you depart.

Ĵ ĭ Ŋ Ŋ ĭ
21 August 2006, 09:35PM

Colours That Fade Away...

A storm comes and vents its strength and might, yet it passes as swiftly as it comes, replacing the heavens with the colours of all that is there. As such a rainbow comes but it vanishes into thin air at the blink of an eye. Such is life. So stop and behold the beauty of a rainbow but never dream of holding one, for they will be gone sooner than later and know that this is nothing but an illusion of your eyes. It will all fade away.

J ¡ η η !
16 July 2006, 09:57PM

Prepare For Death...

Forget about the past.
Live for today.
Dont hope for tomorrow.
Tomorrow might never come.
Because death could come
and meet at any time.
Be ready and prepare for death.

Ĵ ị Ŋ Ŋ ị
21 August 2006, 09:29PM

Coming Home From Work...

My mind plays dirty tricks on me. I see you coming home after work & I open the door for you. I grab you by your tie & pull you inside. You drop your bag in supprise. You trail behind me as on a leash straight to our room. Somehow you have left behind your shoes on the way. I turn around with seduction on my mind. My fingers trail a line of fire as I unbutton your shirt. A quick work and your pants fall free. You stand there in your socks, undies and tie. And now it all begins. Ahhhh but what colours my fantasy paints. What colours indeed.

J ï ŋ ŋ ï

15 July 2006, 02:46AM

Droplets Of Water...

Water running in rivulets, down your chiselled body. Caressing and hugging parts of your body before letting go and forming a pool at your feet. Cooling sensitively heated areas of your body. Oh jealous heart of mine, calm down, it is just water kissing its way down his body. My heart replies, "Yes, but wish it was my tongue, kissing its way down your supple and firm body".

J ï ŋ ŋ ï

28 July 2006, 11:45AM

Careless Whispers...

The warm sun beating upon my heated skin, making it tingle. My fingers caress a faint line up my arm, imaging it is yours. My mind picturing you standing behind me, breathing gently onto my neck. Your arms circling me in a warm hug. We move to the unwritten music which only we hear in our hearts and mind. And I quiver in your arms to your careless whispers in my ears. My eyes open into the bright sunlight. The dream dissipates and I'm left cold, alone.

So, hurry back love and whisper to me, little careless whispers in my ears.

J ¡ η η !

27 July 2006, 2:15PM

Depths Of The Night...

In the depths of the night, the heart of my knight I searched for. My eyes darting into every shadow lest he be hidden. My voice singing his name unbiddenly, hoping that he would hear. Had it been dragons or goblins I would have slayed them without a thought. But O' light of my heart, alas it is you whohave cast me out. O' sorrow, O' sorrow.

Jinni
19 August 2006, 08:07PM

Never Say No To Me

The short song below is very close to my heart and true. Something which I'll take to my grave.
J!NN!

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Tears In Rain


He puts the gun to her head
She tells him everything
Her voice is haunted like a dream
He sews the crack in his heart
Before he tears her apart
In the basement underneath
He says:
Never say NO to me


He burns her high school pictures
And buries old dreams
He reads her diary once more
He cleans the tears from her eyes
He still can't stand to see her cry
Her face is broken and sore
He says:
Never say NO to me

Nonsense...

And yet again another lot of drag junk about people based on the month they were born in. I'll tell you one thing about it. One of my sisters was born on the same month as me but I'll be dog-gone if I am anything like her in our behaviour, morals, our outlook on life and even looks. But just for laughs, here is what they say about the people born on the month that I was born on. Content below was copy pasted from my email.

"This straight-up means that you are the most good looking person possible... Better than all of these other months! Loyal and generous. Patriotic, competitive in everything. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organisations. Fun to be with. Easy to talk to, though hard to understand. Thinks far with vision, yet complicated to know. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating tends to delay. Choosy & always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Has that someone always on his/her mind. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Abiding. Able to show character. One guy/girl kind of person. Loveable. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves music. Pretty/handsome. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Sensitive."

~~> Now, all those who are out there, tell me, isnt that a whole lot of crap??? Ok, may be except for the part about being fussy and temperamental and being hard to understand. All those out there, tell me, that I am right and the stuff up there is just what it is.... nonsense.

Jinni

Pray...

Pray...
Pray for a soul lost
Pray for redemption
Pray for salvation
Pray for hope beyond today
Pray for dear life
Pray for fear of God
Pray for a better tomorrow
Pray, just pray.

Jinni
18 August 2006, 03:49PM

Light Through My Life...

The light passes by my window. It flickers at times & at other times it becons to me. My fingers stretch out to reach it, trying to catch it like fireflies but it just sifts through my fingers like the sands of time. The path is unlit & yet I walk upon it to reach the light at the end.

Jinni
12 August 2006, 07:58PM

Cool Blanket Of The Night

Let the cool blanket of the night cover you. May the stars that twinkle above light up your dreams. And may this night be the harbinger of glad tidings for tomorrow for you.

Good night.

Jinni
11 August 2006, 11:36PM

Hi...

Dear readers from around the globe,

I know that you are used to reading more romantic and positive entries from my post and or entries which have deep or hidden meanings in it. But forgive me for now as I have not been in a positively creative mood these days. Should my entries sound depressingly negative and is making you feel depressed as well then MOVE ON and read someone elses blog. This is mine and I'll write whatever I'm feeling. All of you who have complained just take a hike.

And to my dear colleagues, I'm terribly sorry that I am not much company to you guys these days. And to your answer yes, I was avoiding everyone all week. Why? Coz I just didnt have anything worth while to say to anyone. And oh yeah, hope that tonights event went well.

Jas.... Thanks for standing by my side when I needed someone to just listen to my yapping, you are a true friend. And Jas, please go back to Australia or Switzerland or where ever you need to be at present. As you have seen me today, you can see that I am fine, healthy and kicking alive. Should I change my mind regarding your proposal I'll let you know. But for now please dont crowd my breathing space, just go. But Jas.... thanks. You are sweet.

Shadow watcher.... happy belated b'day.

Zeh, I miss you little one.

Mohamed.... God bless you for showing me the path and showing me the light at the end of the tunnel. And thank you.... for everything.

Bro... Thank you for sticking up for me and being there.... as my invisible saviour. *MUAH* *MUAH* *MUAH*

Baby Steps.... See, I told you that you can change and you have come a long way. Keep going.

Thanhai.... Best of luck for the next few months and take care.

Dude.... Sorry I missed your recitation, guess it has to be next time.

Superman.... Be good, good bye.

Doctor Sahab.... Janaab humnei bohoth koshish kee, magar maaf keejiye, hum aapka madhath nehi karpai. Khuda hafiz.

Yasser.... I know that you wont be seeing this so here goes. Go jump into the sea or jump off a cliff and die. I'd be glad to give you a hand in killing you if you cant do it yourself.

Jimbo.... Long time no see/hear mate. I'll try and post to Aussie to you some of my musroshi but mate I doubt they'd let it in and secondly I doubt that it would be fresh by the time it reaches you (even if i sent it by courier). Sorry mate. Dont worry though, i'll get another Maldivian friend there to make some for you. Okey, so it wont be made by me but still you get to eat your fav dish. Oz Oz Oz ... oi oi oi

Angie Pangie.... Forgive me for not attending your wedding, I'll try and be there when you guys have a kid (kekeke).

Rose.... Enjoy the reading. More to come when current stuff are done.

Last but not the least....

Ash.... This is your life, go forward, do not stay still. Take your life into your hands and mould it into an artful beauty. I know you can do and be anything that you set your mind to. You know what I think. And whatever the future holds, what was there before will always be there tomorrow. Dont ever sell yourself short or let anyone make you feel down. You are worth more than them or anything else. Take care.

If I have missed anyone out in this post then mail your complaints after taking a number. Current number in the queue is 4,053,459.

And if you have any wishes.... then forward them to Santa Clause up in North Pole, coz Jinni has just stopped granting wishes. It is time for me to try and make a wish come true for me now.

Till my next raucous, peace out and take care of yourselves.

Jinni

PS: Unless you are on my allowed list please do not bug me over the weekend. No kidding.

How Do I Go Back

"How do you pick up the threads of an old life? How do you go on when, in your heart you begin to understand, that there is no going back? There are some things that time cant mend, some hurts that go too deep, that have taken hold." -- LOTR

Jinni
13 August 2006, 12:07PM

I Know, Or Else This Is How It Will Turn Out To Be...

How much???

How much trust you have in me?
None!
How much faith you have in me?
None!
How much love you have in me?
None???

Jinni
11 August 2006, 11:58PM

Oasis Of Emptiness

I yearned for a sip, just a sip from your oasis. If not a sip, even a drop should suffice to quench this thirst. But O' keeper of the oasis, you offered me none. And alas, have to return empty handed and this be my last journey upon this desert.

Jinni
11 August 2006, 07:00PM

Through To Your Heart

My soul looked into your heart through your eyes, seeking warmth and yet finding it stone cold and empty.

Jinni
06 August 2006, 11:00PM

Kab Thak...

Jithney saas lee hey ab thak
Uthney saal huey hey aaj thak
Theyree inthizaar hey jab thak
Seeneymei ho dhalhkan thab thak
Karthey rehna pyaar humsei hadh thak
Ab hokey beygaraar kab thak
Dharwaazeypar dheyna dhas thak
Meyri shohar bankey rehna marthey dham thak

J ! N N !
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Today was the day that you came into being. You were born. Not in the normal sense but in the sense of being an entity. So, for all those who aided you and guided you at every step of the way I would like to say Well done. Without them, you would not be where you are now. Thanking for all the little blessings that came along the way as much as we thank for what we learnt from the mistakes. This is your day, so make the most out of it.

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You are ONE today!!!