That's Allah...

Upsidy Downsidy Down The "Sidi"

I used to be this jinxy, nervous, and uncomfortable as a kid, but was also pretty gutsy with regards to many things. I thought I had out grown the whole fumbly bumbly personality that I used to have, but after what happened a few moments ago, I doubt if I have changed much.

Having had a very long day with no lunch lowered my mental capacity to borderline awareness level, plus having me make a call while walking down the stairs wearing an extra long skirt didnt help. I was as happy as can be as I langurously walked upto the stairs to go to a cafe' to have lunch/tea. I looked at my mobile and thought about making a call to someone.....Next thing I knew, my mobile was flying across the stairs in the air and I was rolling down the stairs like a bowling ball in an alleyway. All that I saw was the look on the faces of those around me....wondering what was happening and not quite registering the scene taking place before them and then.... Realisation dawning upon their faces....Scrambling to catch hold of me and yet somehow missing on catching. The damage is done.... I lay sprawled at the bottom of the stairs like a bag of potatoes....Dumped in a heap. How embarassing....kekeke. And all through this what went through my mind is "Doh, I am wearing a skirt, should have worn pants....hehehe look at their faces, they look funny.... Hehehe look at me, I must be one sight to see right now.... Uh oh this time my phone is sure to die on me".

Gosh, I was so disconnected from my body that I felt as if what was happening was actually happening to someone else and not me. And come to think of it.... I wish they would have had a surveillance camera there, then I might be able to coerce who ever is in charge to show me the whole thing over again. And hey, I could have put it in the blog and then we'll all have a good laugh about it together. I know this is gonna be THE STORY tomorrow and I just wanted ME to be the first person to tell you all about it, before anyone else did.

By the way, I am fine and so far in one piece, the cussions of fat deposit around my body broke my fall and so nothing was broken. Just a few scratches (and I am sure tomorrow I will find a few bruises.... as you all know, I get bruised even if someone hold me a bit tight). Anyways, still trying to get over laughing from what happened.

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(humiliatingly embarassed only)

Do Not Let Me Go...

Leave me not, keep me close, my heart feels alone, O'heart dont leave me alone. Keep me in the cool shadow of your wings. Lift me up high and set me down lightly. Hold onto me within your grasp, I beg u, like a pearl seated within an oyster, do not let me go. Coccoon me, keep me safe, keep me within you.

(^_^) J!NN! (^_^)

Zindhagee...

Zindhagee:

Ek khuhiyonki meyla hei, jismei sabko moj manaa naa hei

Ek aasuonki dhariyaa hei, jisei muskuraakey hamei paar karnaa hei

Ek dhosth hei, jinkei saath saath chalna hei

Ek piyaasi hui keyth hei, jinko baarish ka inthizaar hei

Ek dhukiyonki samandhar hei, jismei hamey teyrna hei

Ek baadhal hei, jisei sooraj aaneyke baadh hatnaa palheyga

Ek pyaar ka geeth hei, jisei sabko gaanaa palheyga

Ek sodha bhi hei, jisei sabko leyna palheyga

Ek waadhaa bhi hei, jisei sabko nibhaana palheyga

Ek dhilki aahat hei, jisei subko su'nnaa palheyga

~~...::.J I N N I.::...~~

Like A Bird...

Love is like a bird:

It flys into your heart when you need it

but if you don't take care of it,

it will abandon you and leave you lost and uncertain.

Love Is Like A War...

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Love is like a war
Easy to start
Difficult to end
Impossible to forget

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..:: J I N N I ::..

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Some Day...

Some day u’ll forget

Me, my name, my voice, who I am to u.

But even if u forget me,

I just want u to know that

I will never forget u.

Jinni ~~> away

I'm Waiting For You...

I’m waiting for you
Like the coast waiting for the wave
The meadow waiting for the rain
The sky waiting for the next sunrise

So please don’t be late for my life

*Jinni*

Verses from ދިވެހި poems...

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ފިސްވި ހިތަކާ ޗިސްވި މެޔަކާ އެކުލެވޭ ޖިސްމެއް މިއީ
އިޝްގަކުން ވީގޮތް ވެގެން ކަރުނަ އެޅި ދެލޮލެއް މިއީ

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ކޮޅުފައިން ތިޔަ ޖެއްސެވީ އަޅުގަޑުގެ ނިކަމެތި ހިތުގަޔޭ
އޮޅުވަމުން ތިޔަ ގެންދެވީ ލޯބީގެ ރަން ގިރިޓީގައޭ

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ނޭގުނޭ ދެން ވީގޮތެއް، ނިދުނީ ކަމެއް މަރުވީ ކަމެއް
ނޭގުނޭ ފެންނަންފެށީ މާޒީގެ ހިތްދަތި ހުވަފެނެއް
ހޭލެވިއްޖޭ ހުވަފެނުން، މި ހިތާ ފިތާ ކުދި ކުދި ވެގެން
އޭގެ ފަހުގައި ދެން މިވާހަކަ ނުލިޔުމީވެސް މޮޅުގޮތޭ

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ޚަރީފުގެ ހޫނު ރޯޅީގައި ހަޔާތް ބަރުބާދު ވެވި ދަނިކޮށް
ބަހާރެއް ރީތި ދިރުވައިދިން ހަނދާން އާކޮށް މަދިރުވާނަން
ހަލަކާ ގެއްލުމާ ދުރުގައި ވަފާތެރި ޔާރަކަށް ވީމާ
ޖަލާ ހުރަގޭގަ ހުރެގެންވެސް ފަޒާ ރޯޝަން މަ ކޮށލާނަން

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ދުރު ދުރުން އިޝްގުގެ ނިދާ ރޯ އަޑު އިވޭ އިންސާނަކަށް
ފުރުސަތެއްގައި ކުޑަ އަރާމެއްވެސް ލިބޭކަށް ނޯވެޔޭ

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Love Test -- Animal Test???

I went to this site suggested by a friend and tried out the test given there and lo and behold I got a shocker of an answer(for some people the answers were a shocker, hehe) because for the first time such a nonsensical test turned up with results that were actually true!!! Anyways, below are my results and "No, I didn't botch the results.". And yeah, the website is

http://naucon.net/misc/tests/love_test01.htm

1. You are attracted to those who are elegant and well-mannered.

2. In the process of courtship, the approach that would make you feel irresistable is straight-forward, just tell you he/she loves you.

3. The impression you would like to give to your lover is flexible.

4. You don't like it when your partner is insecure.

5. The kind of relationship you would like to build with your partner is one that you care not only about the present but also the future with your partner, a long-lasting relationship that you can grow with.

6. You care about the society and morality, you won't do anything wrong after marriage.

7. You think of marriage as a precious thing. Once you get married, you'll treasure it and your partner very much.

8. At this moment, you don't have the thirst for love, you can't do anything for it, you won't fall for it easily.

Théré Bin...

Théré bin:
Hamé pathaa nehi ke mei sö raheenhoon ya ke phir jaageehoon.
Hamé pathaa nehi ke rasthaa seedha ho ya ke phir teyda.
Hamé pathaa nehi ke yey subha ho ya ke phir shaam.
Hamé pathaa nehi ke mei jaa raheehun ya ke phir hum laut raheyhen.
Hamé pathaa nehi ke hum hei ya ke phir nehi.
Bus théré bin.

=: JiNn! :=

I Wonder...

29 March 2006, 09:33PM

I lay on my tummy, spread eagle, taking up all the space on the bed. I wonder where you are and what you are doing. My eyes yearn to see the sight of you, my mind reels with remembered memories of you, my ears crave to hear the gentle, yet naughty laughter in your soothing voice as you speak to me, my lips wait patiently for its turn to speak to you, my heart prays a solemn prayer for you that you may attain all that your heart desires. In all essence of truth I miss u very much at this moment. Hope that you day was filled with beauty, wonder and happiness.

Jinni @->---

Baby Steps...

28 March 2006, 11:40PM

May the dreams of a better tomorrow follow your each foot step. May each step taken towards God bring you closer to your destiny, for the fruit of patience is the sweetest for he, who waited for the fruit to ripen on the tree.

~Jinni~

Upon The Pedestal

28 March 2006, 10:24PM

The pedestal stood empty and ruined at the altar of the castle, built upon the scented blossoms of my dreams. I had painted it lovingly with all the colours that shone from diamonds. I laid out carpets of pearl and gossamer. I commanded the air to never cease in maintaining the fragrance of blooms. I requested the stars lay out such a display of their beauty that no being has ever seen. I laid out my heart and soul as a cushion upon the pedestal, his throne. Alas, it all lay in ruin. For his greed let him bring down his kingdom upon him. All that remain is the throne. The wind has changed and in the blink of an eye, all that was there will be no more.

=:JiNn!:=

G' Night & G' Morning

Recieved:

Assalaam Alaikum. This is Good Night Service of Maldives. Hold onto your pillow tight, the flight is now leaving from your bed to dreamland, have a nice trip. U may sleep now. Good night and sweet dreams.


Reply by Jinni on 06 April 2006, 08:45AM:

G'day! This is "Good Morning Maldives Services", calling to give you our 3 free courtesy wake-up calls. As the caller had not been reached we are sorry to say that you were unable to hear your personalised msg "Good Morning _____ , Have A Fabulous Day" by our host Jinni before our host server shut down. Thank you for using GMMS, have a pleasant day.

Just Know O' Shadow Watcher...

28th March 2006, 21:20PM

Life is short, when the angel comes and you turn your back, it is not necessary that it will light up the world again :) Sometimes, it just fades away until another source lifts it high above and let the angel shine. "It" was from a time when you had all and the rest had none. Now it's their turn and they turn light my path without putting any shadows upon it.

(^_^) Jinni (^_^)

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REPLY:
Send my regards to Zeh who never met me who thought about me and others are too tired and helpless to open there eye to see things close to then since an angel brightens their short life

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28th March 2006, 21:35PM

Angel is dead, only the devil in disguise is around. One problem, though a devil, it still has a heart. My daughter is like me. Though tired and blind outward I am not blind inside. I see and know more than I say. And her (my) angel daughter is who lighted her (my) path on the dark nights when tears and faith were her sole company.

@~>~~ Jinni ~~<~@

My Name...

I thought I heard my name being mentioned, I looked around and saw none. Then I realised that it was your heart whispering my name.

~Jinni~ 26 March 12:15AM

Why Do I Call Myself Jinni?

Dear Reader,

I have come across this question in many forms but this is probably the first time that I completely and honestly answered to the question with a straight answer. And this is the answer that I gave to you...

My real name originates from the Arabic word "Noor" which is also the source from which Angels were created from. HE always called me "Angel", "Noor" or "Light Of My Heart" among other names. But I used to tell him as such, "Yes, I am a creature moulded within the hands of God, but I am neither human, nor an angel... touch me and you shall burn in an eternal flame which shall never be doused, as I was created from fire, for I am a Jinn".

That, dear folks, is the answer to your question. And as for the first question that was set forth, the answer is "Yes" as well. But do not decieve yourself that this is how it stands, for things have changed, and what you have read was just a minute segment of my mind from a time when those thoughts were yours to keep and mine to cherish. Now it is just another extract from the abyss of my diary.

(^_^) Jinni (^_^)

The Sight Of You...

The sight of you across the building makes me breathe hard, I can feel the blood rushing into my veins. My nose flares with remembered scent of you. My eyes darken, dilate & glaze over with images of what we did & what I'd like to do to you. At close proximities I lose my sensibility. My body hums with remebered caresses of your warm, strong hands, as the contours of your body melt into mine. I can taste the smorgasboard of flavours of your body upon my lips & tongue. I see you & I want to grab you by you hair, let it fall around us like a curtain, veiling us from the rest of the world, & kiss you senseless until you feel your world tilt on its axis. I want to convey all my longings, dreams, desires, love & hopes into that one single kiss, just hoping... hoping against hope that I'd be your destiny, that I'd be the same to you, as you are to me. One life, one soul; two bodies - one incomplete without the other.

_~`Jinni'~_

Beacon Of My Life...

As I walked upon the lighted path my foot slipped & I skidded into the darkness but my beacon has guided me back into the path of the light & I shall remain firmly on that path & I shall watch carefully where my footsteps fall lest I go astray.

~Jinni~ 13th March '06