Goodbye To A Wonderful Boss...

Having worked in various fields under a multitude of people from the young age of sixteen I have had to work under a colourful series of bosses. Some good and some as hard as nails and some absolute slave drivers. In the series of never ending take overs and internal politics I was lucky enough to have landed with my current boss. He has been many things to different people. To some he is this hot tempered gargoyle of a boss, to another he is this weak willed guy, to another is is a cheap skate and to some he is just a chicken. But through it all I am sure none of them with a sane mind would disagree to the fact that he is a very kind hearted fellow. What ever that it might be to others to me he has been one of the kindest bosses that I have ever had the pleasure of working for. And, having known his family closely makes it even harder to see him go.

Well, this eventuality was foreseen ages ago but it would have been gradual had the politics not played into the whole thing. I do not know what the future holds for him or even for me, but I can say that it was my greatest pleasure having worked under him. And having said that I would like to wish him and his family all the best where ever their lives might take them to.

Secondly, to all those who have asked me whether I would now be resigning now that my boss is going to be the one man who has hated my guts from day one since I joined this company. For a short span of a day I didn't know how to reply to this but then my natural instincts have started to kick in again. So here is my answer to those who are so expectant to see me throw the towel in. I am not a loser. I dont give up that easily and like the Atomic girls says "tide is high but i'm holding on. I'm gonna be your number one. I'm not the kind of girl who give up just like that..." Thats right, I aint gonna budge an inch, I want to be that bug in his face day in and day out until he gets fed up and tells me to leave. Until that time... he's just gonna have to put up with me or else take the next flight back to cry in the laps of those political movers. And listen up, I aint gonna kiss no ones ass and neither do I kow tow to any overlords. I'm gonna hold down my fort and keep my feet to the ground. At times it might seem almost impossible and those times maybe more often than I think in the beginning but its ok. To those people who were there to support me yesterday....a very big THANK YOU from the bottom of my heart.

Once again to my boss....Farewell and Thank you for your support through thick and thin.

Now lets get this show moving shall we. Let's see what they are gonna throw at us this time.

JUST BRING IT ON YOU PSYCHO SICKO...

First Step To The Next Step In My Life...

The first steps to the next step in my life has just been taken.

Advice to self: Tread carefully. Scan the area and then tread the water carefully, checking all the time to see how deep it is. Donot take a dive head first into the deep without any precautions. Just because you cant see from the surface doesnt mean that it isn't there. I just means that it is well hidden from your view. So just be careful, will you? For my own sake.

Jinni

Soda Pop Kisses On My Lips...

This mystery I kissed last night,
It lingers on my lips
Like soda pop in summertime.
And you and me,
Still slightly drunk on the wine of new companionship,
Our gently swaying toes
Barely making ripples in this ocean that might be love.
A secret,
Sealed by my freshly kissed lips
And witnessed only by a full moon
Whose ancient ears strain to hear whispers of
'Besame mi amor...'
Innocent uncertainty
Combined with a brotherly understanding.
One night,
Gift wrapped in star studded paper
And slowly opened by you and me
Until it's time for you to go home.
And in the morning I awake
With a smile on my face,
A warm buzz inside,
And soda pop kisses on my lips.

- Adriana Giesbrecht -

Humari Dhosti...

Apni dhosti poolon ki tarah na ho,
Ek bar khile aur murjha jaye!
Par kanto ki taraha ho,
Jo ek bar chube to bar bar YAAD aaye!!!

Sent in by Dr. Kashmir @ 09:16PM on 04 October 2006

PS: Dhost, aap tho bohoth achi shairi karthey ho. Insha Allah hum aapse jalse jal milenge.

To A Mlang From A Mlangni...

To a mlang from a mlangni,

Wishing you a very mlang mlang day with lots of mlang mlang things. We shall have a mlang time when we next meet on either mlang mig33 or mlang messenger. Hoping that u don’t go mlang after reading this mlang msg by a mlangni.

Mlangni Jinni

29 September 2006, 5:29PM

If One Day...

Dhosti...

Khushbu mei ehsaas hota hei. Dhosti ka rishta khaas hota hei. Har bath ko zubaan se kehna mumkin nehi. Isliye dhosti ka naam vishvaas hota hei.

J ! N N !

(^_^)

29 September 2006, 5:30PM

Tree Of Love...

With the off beat tunes of my heart I tried to sing. But the strings which held the notes of love were a bit crooked so the flow of care was just a trickle, preventing any true gush of emotion. So these bent lines of love I sang, to the croaking lyrics of my wounded heart. “O' the meadow of love, spring me a field of love in the Eden of his heart. Oh, the winter of sorrow, may you never follow his rainbow. His love may never sprout forth for me, but may my love remain for him eternally, like a plant growing healthily in a well cared for green house, and may the blooms of that plant perfume the air with it’s sweetness.”

J ! N N !

22 September 2006, 09:08AM

I miss you... I know I shouldn't but I do... So, this is for you.

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Jinni

If I Knew....

If I knew that I was going to die tomorrow, then what would I do? I asked myself this question. Many do not know beforehand that their time is up in this world. But for those who do, would they dwell on this question, I wondered. So, I asked myself, what would I do, if I knew.

I would go to my dad, give him a hug and tell him that I love him very much. I’ll thank him for looking after me. And ask him to feed me with his own hands, one last time.

I would call my ex-husband and talk to him one last time and wish him all the best in this world and thank him for showing me the light within me, for showing me what a real family is like, for teaching me how to be a good wife, sister, daughter, friend, lover, mother. And for keeping me grounded. I’ll ask him to do the same for his current wife.

I would call my brother and tell him how much he means to me and how grateful I am to have had such a brother.

I would tell my sisters to smile when they remember me and to look after dad and bro.

I would go and sleep in my aunt’s lap just for a while and thank her for being my mum.

I would ask the woman who, though unwillingly, brought me into this world, if she had, even for a moment, felt anything other than hate for me. I would ask her why she hated me, even before she saw me or knew me.

I would thank my neighbours for treating me as an equal member of their family.

I would go through my pictures and tell my children that it won’t be long before I am with them and ask them to forgive me for my sin.

I would thank the man who made me fall in love again in this life. I’ll thank him for teaching me that it is worth my while to look back and wait for that person to catch up to me. That sometimes it is worth giving a person a second chance in life.

I would sit down and re-write my Will again, and make sure that there are no lose ends when I am gone.

I would pray to God Al’Mighty, just one last time, and complete my prayers, instead of hashing through it. God Al’Mighty, have mercy on my soul.

Inna li’Allahi wa inna ilaihi raaji oon – From Allah we come and to Him we shalt return.

J ¡ η η !

21 August 2006, 11:24AM

Ramazaan Mubarik

Will You Be My Forever Friend...

Crumbling...

Pearl white sandy dune, crumbling beneath my feet. My cheeks flashing hot as I am caught unawares. Landing in a heap at the base, I look about to make sure that no one saw me. Alas, to my horror, I find that all eyes are upon me.

J ị Ŋ Ŋ ị
04 September 2006, 02:18AM

Mommy's Job...

What Makes A Mother

I thought of you and closed my eyes, and prayed to God today. I asked, "What makes a mother?" and I know I heard him say, "A mother has a baby". This we know is true. But God, can you be a mother when your baby's not with you? "Yes, you can", He replied, with confidence in His voice. "I give many women babies, when they leave is not their choice. Some I send down for a lifetime and others for the day and some I send to fill your womb, but there's no need to stay." "I just don't understand this God, I want my baby here." He took a breath and cleared His throat and then I saw a tear. "I wish I could show you what your child is doing today. If you could see your child smile, with other children and say.... 'We go to earth to learn our lessons of love and life and fear, my Mommy loved me so much I got to come straight here. I feel so lucky to have a Mom who had so much love for me. I learned my lessons very quickly, my mommy set me free.' 'I miss my mommy oh so much but I visit her each day. When she goes to sleep, on her pillow is where I lay. I stroke her hair and kiss her cheek, and whisper in her ear, 'Mommy don't be sad today, I'm your baby and I'm here.' "So you see my dear sweet one, your children are ok. Your babies are here in my home, and this is where they'll stay. They'll wait for you with Me until your lesson is through. And on the day that you come home, they'll be at the gates for you. So now you know what makes a mother, it's the feeling in your heart. It's the love you had so much of, right from the very start. Though some of earth may not realize, until their time is done, remember all the love you have and know that you are a special mom."

This was written by Ms. Jennifer Wasik, in loving memory of her beloved son, Zachary. I felt that this portrayed something significant to me in words, which I feel I am short of to describe the loss. Ali, my Ali.

Believe in God, have faith in Him and you shall not lose for He shall reward you if not in this world then in the next. This lifes trials, tribulations & sorrow are just our exam for today, our entrance to paradise tomorrow. And on That Day we shall be with our loved ones.
"Innaa li'Allahi wa innaa ilaihi raajiun" - From God we come & to Him we shall return.

Sleepy Yet Sleepless Nights...

The night was turning into a series of disasters. First I had the little accident with the hot wok and burned the tip of my left hand little finger, in which process I threw up the cut veggies into the air. They were everywhere, including my hair, kitchen floor, cupboards, you name it, it seems to be there. Next my friend who fervently promised she would visit me didn't turn up & no phone calls either about the delay or cancellation. I wait for an hour and give her a buzz to find that she is in the middle of a party on her own. Ok, lucky for me I had cleared up & showered in that time, so I call dhatha & I went to her place to hang out with her kids they we went for our usual nightly haunt. Tonight just seems so frustrating. Aaakh... Something, no... someone was on my mind and I cant seem to get him out of there. Okay, so we strolled all through our normal routes, talking about everything under the sky and got back just a tad later than normal. I go back home, checked that everything was in order and get into bed. Just then I remembered that my cousin had asked me that he had wanted to chat with me later tonight, so I go online from my mobile phone and lo & behold, the holder of my thought was online. I ignored the little annoyingly nagging voice that told me to say hi to him and scrolled until I saw that my cousin & his wife were online. We chatted a bit and serious matters start cropping up. They wanted to call me...ok the sun is just setting for yesterday in UK but here in the dead zone Maldives, it is the middle of the night. But then the issue at hand couldn't be avoided, so I disconnected and called them. The so called little chat turned into a full on discussion which lasted almost three hours. While I was on the phone I got a message from a friend in Pakistan & I just ignored it, as it wasn't important to me. The conversation is over & so seemed like my sleep for the night. Ok so I gotta get some Zzzzzzs before I go to work or else my nerves are gonna be shot. So I crawl under my beloved blankie and hug my Dolphy close to me and squeezed my eyes shut. I tried counting backwards from a hundred but my interest span is so short that it didnt hold for much long. I started thinking about Mazhab... a muslim jinn that I had heard about from some friends. I wondered what it would be like, if I met him and talked to him as another fellow creature. And upon this thought my mind started drifting off to sleep. Just as my mind was about to press the switch off button the shrilling of the phone made me jump out of my skin. I groan & reach out to the phone and just as I pick it up, the caller hanged up. Hell and damnations, who could be calling me at this ungodly hour? I send of a couple of smses to a few of my overseas contacts as the number listed on it showed that it was an overseas call. I stayed up for almost half an hour and then gave up on whoever to ring me back. So I lay down on my bed and tried to snuggle as close to Dolphy as I possibly could. The minute I feel sleep is within my grasp, the phone rings, through the haze of grogginess, I realize that this time it is a vaguely familiar ring tone. I pick up the phone and said "Hello?" in the most sleep filled, sleep depraved, sexually frustrated voice that I ever seemed to have uttered in my entire life. I caller at the other end seemed to chuckle before replying, "Sabah al khair ya Noor il ain". My eyes bulge out of my sockets and my heart just skipped a beat or two. It was my ex-husband. Turns out that it wasn't the who had called me earlier but had not wanted to send me an sms in case I dont get it. God, I wanted to cry & laugh at the same time. Felt like a dam broke and emotions just flooded back. We caught up on each other and I couldnt help but shed silent tears as he told me that his wife is now five months pregnant. I would have kicked him had he been near. How could he be so thoughtless as to remind me that he is gonna be a dad just two days before the date I lost my son, Ali. Yet, I didnt have the heart to spoil his joy. My love for him has no bounds and borders. I smiled and laughed at the appropriate moments but I should have known that he, unlike other men, are very accute to my moods and emotions. He point blank told me not to cry and then I really burst out crying. How could I not, when he is there, just a whisper away, telling me that he loved me and yet would like to see me settle down, have kids of my own and be happy? So almost after an hour we put down the phone and I spent a little time to wallow in a little self pity. I mentally licked my wounds as a cat would have done and scolded myself to pull myself together. Having settle down once again, I get another sms from the friend in Pakistan & realize it was he who had probably called me earlier. I file this under my "Not Important" messages category in my brain and this time resolved to grab a few winks just before going to work in one hours time.

Ya habibi Hamoodi. Thank you for everything. You were the last person that I would have chosen to talk about my confused state of mind, since you have remarried and all that. But I guess three blissful years of marriage can't that easily be erased from ones mind. Anyway, thank you. Thank you for all your help and support. May God Almighty bless your marriage and your unborn child. My every breathe is a prayer and praise for you. Take care my one & only hamoodi.

WANTED

WANTED

A room mate for Jinni for exactly a period of 2 weeks, to keep her company during the time when her current housemate is away on business.

Applicants should...
Be not too messy in their daily routine.
Keep a good flow of conversation with Jinni.
Willing to help out in the house work at times.
Not slave drive Jinni.

Advantages of being Jinni's room mate...
Will cook your meals for you... and it wont be burnt.
Will do your other chores for you... only during your stay.
One wish per day will be granted... within reasons
(I'm a Jinni in a bottle baby, gotta rub me the right way honey)
Entertainment galore to those who know how.

So all those who are interested, please send in your application forms to me by the end of the day tomorrow. Closing time for all applications will be at 5:00PM (Maldives time) tomorrow,
11 September 2006, when my housemates exact departure time will be announced.

Sincerely
Jinni
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Dear all,

Thank you for your applications. My sis left last night (10th September 2006) itself. After having thought about the matter deeply I have come to the conclusion that there is no one on this earth who could replace her, not even temporarily. So I regret to inform you all that all your applications have been cancelled and that no further application will be accepted.

Thank you for your time.

Sincerely,
Jinni

Baby, Just Come To Me...

Like the summer ocean breeze, come to me.
Like the raven waiting for the spring thaw, come to me.
Like a comet in its unbending orbit, come to me.
Like a seedling reaching out to the sun, come to me.
Like the clouds that gather for a storm, come to me.
Like a river that twists & turns & bends at curbs, come to me.
Baby, just come to me.

J ĩ η η ĩ
03 September 2006, 07:32PM

~* Boyfriend Application *~

Name:
Age:
Location:
Sexual Preference:
Eye color:
Hair Color:
Favorite Bands:
Favorite Movies:
Favorite Food:
Smoke?:
Drink?:
Drive?:
Job?:
Piercings?:
Where?:
Tatoos?:
Where?:
Why Are you Applying?:
Whats the last relationship you were in:
What would you want to do if we hungout:
Your idea of a perfect date:
One special thing about you:
One special thing about me:
How much do you want to hang out:
If you could give me anything in the world what would it be :
Do you believe in love :
Do you think you have anything in common with me?
What do you think of me :
Do you play any instruments and/or sing:
Your favorite body part on me:
Am I a nice girl?(be honest):
Do you think im sexy?
Why would you date me?
Would you break my heart?
Would you kiss one of my friends to hurt me?
Would you play hard to get?
Would you run off with me at random times?
What would you do to get my attention?
Why would you be a good boyfriend?
Do you like to Kiss?
Do you like to Cuddle?
Would you do any of the above with me?
Would you tell me the truth ALWAYS?
and... WHY SHOULD I CHOOSE YOU!?:
Is there anything you need to add to this application?:

Fanaa

Mere haath mein tera haath ho saari jannatein mere saath ho
Tu jo paas ho phir kya yeh jahaan tere pyar mein ho jaaun fanaa
Mere haath mein tera haath ho saari jannatein mere saath ho
Tu jo paas ho phir kya yeh jahaan tere pyar mein ho jaaun fanaa
Mere haath mein tera haath ho saari jannatein mere saath ho

Tere dil mein meri saanson ko panaah mil jaaye
Tere ishq mein meri jaan fanaa ho jaaye

Jitne paas hain khushbu saans ke
Jitne paas hothon ke sargam
Jaise saath hain karvat yaad ke
Jaise saath baahon ke sangam
Jitne paas paas khwaabon ke nazar
Utnay paas tu rehna hamsafar
Tu jo paas ho phir kya yeh jahaan tere pyar mein ho jaaun fanaa
Mere haath mein tera haath ho saari jannatein mere saath ho

Rone de aaj hamko do aankhen sujaane de
Baahon mein lene de aur khud ko bheeg jaane de
Hain jo seene mein qaid dariya woh choot jaayega
Hain itna dard ke tera daaman bheeg jaayega

Jitne paas paas dhadkan ke hain raaz
Jitne paas bundon ke baadal
Jaise saath saath chanda ke hain raat
Jitne paas nainon ke kaajal
Jitne paas paas saagar ke lehar
Utne paas tu rehna hamsafar
Tu jo paas ho phir kya yeh jahaan tere pyar mein ho jaaun fanaa
Mere haath mein tera haath ho saari jannatein mere saath ho

Adhoori saans thi dhadkan adhoori thi adhooren ham
Magar ab chaand poora hain falak pe aur ab pooren hain ham

My Little Friend & Me

The tickling sensation on the tip of my nose would not stop. I try hard not to flip my palms over my face to swat whatever that is disturbing my basking hours in the field. The fluttering kept up and I opened my left eye as lazily as a person possible could. Then I opened the other one, just to make sure that I am seeing the right thing. There upon the tip of my nose set a yellow butterfly, in all its' glory, starring right back at me. "Didnt your mommy teach you not to stare at people?" I asked the little butterfly, not expecting it to bother at all. But my, oh my, to my supprise, this little one replied back to me, "Yes, she did. But I am so tired from flying and your nose looked so invitingly stable for me to and on. I am sorry that I stared at you but you see, I was a little afraid that you would shoo me away so I was just looking out for myself." I hastened myself to assure my new found little friend that she need not fear me and I asked her if she would like to play in the field with me. We swirled and twirled through the high grass. We played in the bubbling brook near by. We gathered pollen in our palms and blew it into the wind and watched it, as it merrily bobbed and floated away in the kool spring breeze. We hung upside down from the small oak tree and watched the world go by and the clouds form shapes in the blue sky. As the sun began to dip over the tall pine trees up on the hills, we decided to go our own way. But we promised each other that we would meet again to play early morning the next day. I ran home as fast as my little feet would take me down the meadow to where I lived in the little cottage with my parents.

Jinni ®
29 August 2006, 04:16PM

Back To You...

"Walking back to you...
is the hardest thing
that I can do.
....that I can do for you."

J ¡ n n !
03 August 2006, 12:44AM

I Am Waiting...

I am waiting...
for your smile
for your frown
for your breathe
for your tears
for your hatred
for your look
for your life
for your words
for your happiness
for your love
I am waiting, still waiting.
Haan, inthizaar thumse hey.

J ị η η ị
19 August 2006, 8:04PM

Dreams Of Yester Years...

From the dreams of yester years, I moulded you in my heart. From the tears o and smiles I formed you as an art. My soul, I joined to give you life. O' heart, O' heart, farewell my heart. My prayers I give ye as you depart.

Ĵ ĭ Ŋ Ŋ ĭ
21 August 2006, 09:35PM

Colours That Fade Away...

A storm comes and vents its strength and might, yet it passes as swiftly as it comes, replacing the heavens with the colours of all that is there. As such a rainbow comes but it vanishes into thin air at the blink of an eye. Such is life. So stop and behold the beauty of a rainbow but never dream of holding one, for they will be gone sooner than later and know that this is nothing but an illusion of your eyes. It will all fade away.

J ¡ η η !
16 July 2006, 09:57PM

Prepare For Death...

Forget about the past.
Live for today.
Dont hope for tomorrow.
Tomorrow might never come.
Because death could come
and meet at any time.
Be ready and prepare for death.

Ĵ ị Ŋ Ŋ ị
21 August 2006, 09:29PM

Coming Home From Work...

My mind plays dirty tricks on me. I see you coming home after work & I open the door for you. I grab you by your tie & pull you inside. You drop your bag in supprise. You trail behind me as on a leash straight to our room. Somehow you have left behind your shoes on the way. I turn around with seduction on my mind. My fingers trail a line of fire as I unbutton your shirt. A quick work and your pants fall free. You stand there in your socks, undies and tie. And now it all begins. Ahhhh but what colours my fantasy paints. What colours indeed.

J ï ŋ ŋ ï

15 July 2006, 02:46AM

Droplets Of Water...

Water running in rivulets, down your chiselled body. Caressing and hugging parts of your body before letting go and forming a pool at your feet. Cooling sensitively heated areas of your body. Oh jealous heart of mine, calm down, it is just water kissing its way down his body. My heart replies, "Yes, but wish it was my tongue, kissing its way down your supple and firm body".

J ï ŋ ŋ ï

28 July 2006, 11:45AM

Careless Whispers...

The warm sun beating upon my heated skin, making it tingle. My fingers caress a faint line up my arm, imaging it is yours. My mind picturing you standing behind me, breathing gently onto my neck. Your arms circling me in a warm hug. We move to the unwritten music which only we hear in our hearts and mind. And I quiver in your arms to your careless whispers in my ears. My eyes open into the bright sunlight. The dream dissipates and I'm left cold, alone.

So, hurry back love and whisper to me, little careless whispers in my ears.

J ¡ η η !

27 July 2006, 2:15PM

Depths Of The Night...

In the depths of the night, the heart of my knight I searched for. My eyes darting into every shadow lest he be hidden. My voice singing his name unbiddenly, hoping that he would hear. Had it been dragons or goblins I would have slayed them without a thought. But O' light of my heart, alas it is you whohave cast me out. O' sorrow, O' sorrow.

Jinni
19 August 2006, 08:07PM

Never Say No To Me

The short song below is very close to my heart and true. Something which I'll take to my grave.
J!NN!

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Tears In Rain


He puts the gun to her head
She tells him everything
Her voice is haunted like a dream
He sews the crack in his heart
Before he tears her apart
In the basement underneath
He says:
Never say NO to me


He burns her high school pictures
And buries old dreams
He reads her diary once more
He cleans the tears from her eyes
He still can't stand to see her cry
Her face is broken and sore
He says:
Never say NO to me

Nonsense...

And yet again another lot of drag junk about people based on the month they were born in. I'll tell you one thing about it. One of my sisters was born on the same month as me but I'll be dog-gone if I am anything like her in our behaviour, morals, our outlook on life and even looks. But just for laughs, here is what they say about the people born on the month that I was born on. Content below was copy pasted from my email.

"This straight-up means that you are the most good looking person possible... Better than all of these other months! Loyal and generous. Patriotic, competitive in everything. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organisations. Fun to be with. Easy to talk to, though hard to understand. Thinks far with vision, yet complicated to know. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating tends to delay. Choosy & always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Has that someone always on his/her mind. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Abiding. Able to show character. One guy/girl kind of person. Loveable. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves music. Pretty/handsome. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Sensitive."

~~> Now, all those who are out there, tell me, isnt that a whole lot of crap??? Ok, may be except for the part about being fussy and temperamental and being hard to understand. All those out there, tell me, that I am right and the stuff up there is just what it is.... nonsense.

Jinni

Pray...

Pray...
Pray for a soul lost
Pray for redemption
Pray for salvation
Pray for hope beyond today
Pray for dear life
Pray for fear of God
Pray for a better tomorrow
Pray, just pray.

Jinni
18 August 2006, 03:49PM

Light Through My Life...

The light passes by my window. It flickers at times & at other times it becons to me. My fingers stretch out to reach it, trying to catch it like fireflies but it just sifts through my fingers like the sands of time. The path is unlit & yet I walk upon it to reach the light at the end.

Jinni
12 August 2006, 07:58PM

Cool Blanket Of The Night

Let the cool blanket of the night cover you. May the stars that twinkle above light up your dreams. And may this night be the harbinger of glad tidings for tomorrow for you.

Good night.

Jinni
11 August 2006, 11:36PM

Hi...

Dear readers from around the globe,

I know that you are used to reading more romantic and positive entries from my post and or entries which have deep or hidden meanings in it. But forgive me for now as I have not been in a positively creative mood these days. Should my entries sound depressingly negative and is making you feel depressed as well then MOVE ON and read someone elses blog. This is mine and I'll write whatever I'm feeling. All of you who have complained just take a hike.

And to my dear colleagues, I'm terribly sorry that I am not much company to you guys these days. And to your answer yes, I was avoiding everyone all week. Why? Coz I just didnt have anything worth while to say to anyone. And oh yeah, hope that tonights event went well.

Jas.... Thanks for standing by my side when I needed someone to just listen to my yapping, you are a true friend. And Jas, please go back to Australia or Switzerland or where ever you need to be at present. As you have seen me today, you can see that I am fine, healthy and kicking alive. Should I change my mind regarding your proposal I'll let you know. But for now please dont crowd my breathing space, just go. But Jas.... thanks. You are sweet.

Shadow watcher.... happy belated b'day.

Zeh, I miss you little one.

Mohamed.... God bless you for showing me the path and showing me the light at the end of the tunnel. And thank you.... for everything.

Bro... Thank you for sticking up for me and being there.... as my invisible saviour. *MUAH* *MUAH* *MUAH*

Baby Steps.... See, I told you that you can change and you have come a long way. Keep going.

Thanhai.... Best of luck for the next few months and take care.

Dude.... Sorry I missed your recitation, guess it has to be next time.

Superman.... Be good, good bye.

Doctor Sahab.... Janaab humnei bohoth koshish kee, magar maaf keejiye, hum aapka madhath nehi karpai. Khuda hafiz.

Yasser.... I know that you wont be seeing this so here goes. Go jump into the sea or jump off a cliff and die. I'd be glad to give you a hand in killing you if you cant do it yourself.

Jimbo.... Long time no see/hear mate. I'll try and post to Aussie to you some of my musroshi but mate I doubt they'd let it in and secondly I doubt that it would be fresh by the time it reaches you (even if i sent it by courier). Sorry mate. Dont worry though, i'll get another Maldivian friend there to make some for you. Okey, so it wont be made by me but still you get to eat your fav dish. Oz Oz Oz ... oi oi oi

Angie Pangie.... Forgive me for not attending your wedding, I'll try and be there when you guys have a kid (kekeke).

Rose.... Enjoy the reading. More to come when current stuff are done.

Last but not the least....

Ash.... This is your life, go forward, do not stay still. Take your life into your hands and mould it into an artful beauty. I know you can do and be anything that you set your mind to. You know what I think. And whatever the future holds, what was there before will always be there tomorrow. Dont ever sell yourself short or let anyone make you feel down. You are worth more than them or anything else. Take care.

If I have missed anyone out in this post then mail your complaints after taking a number. Current number in the queue is 4,053,459.

And if you have any wishes.... then forward them to Santa Clause up in North Pole, coz Jinni has just stopped granting wishes. It is time for me to try and make a wish come true for me now.

Till my next raucous, peace out and take care of yourselves.

Jinni

PS: Unless you are on my allowed list please do not bug me over the weekend. No kidding.

How Do I Go Back

"How do you pick up the threads of an old life? How do you go on when, in your heart you begin to understand, that there is no going back? There are some things that time cant mend, some hurts that go too deep, that have taken hold." -- LOTR

Jinni
13 August 2006, 12:07PM

I Know, Or Else This Is How It Will Turn Out To Be...

How much???

How much trust you have in me?
None!
How much faith you have in me?
None!
How much love you have in me?
None???

Jinni
11 August 2006, 11:58PM

Oasis Of Emptiness

I yearned for a sip, just a sip from your oasis. If not a sip, even a drop should suffice to quench this thirst. But O' keeper of the oasis, you offered me none. And alas, have to return empty handed and this be my last journey upon this desert.

Jinni
11 August 2006, 07:00PM

Through To Your Heart

My soul looked into your heart through your eyes, seeking warmth and yet finding it stone cold and empty.

Jinni
06 August 2006, 11:00PM

Kab Thak...

Jithney saas lee hey ab thak
Uthney saal huey hey aaj thak
Theyree inthizaar hey jab thak
Seeneymei ho dhalhkan thab thak
Karthey rehna pyaar humsei hadh thak
Ab hokey beygaraar kab thak
Dharwaazeypar dheyna dhas thak
Meyri shohar bankey rehna marthey dham thak

J ! N N !
All rights reserved

۱۰۱۱۰۰۱۰۱

Today was the day that you came into being. You were born. Not in the normal sense but in the sense of being an entity. So, for all those who aided you and guided you at every step of the way I would like to say Well done. Without them, you would not be where you are now. Thanking for all the little blessings that came along the way as much as we thank for what we learnt from the mistakes. This is your day, so make the most out of it.

۱۰۱۱۰۰۱۰۱

Happy Birthday Anniversary
You are ONE today!!!

Our Glory...

I Wished For A Dream...

I wished for a dream,

A dream of a man & a woman

A dream filled with love & togetherness

A dream entwined with tears & laughter

A dream based on trust & faith

A dream of for-ever-after

A dream to savour & cherish

A dream that might come true some day

I wished a dream as such for you & me.

~~ J ï ŋ ŋ ï ~~

6^th July 2006, 6:51PM

Independence Day...

Today is the Maldivian Indipendence Day and below is the best independence day msg that I got during the day.

"Happy national day,
sorry happy huravy day.
O no, happy victory day.
I forgot happy birthday.
O shit, Best wishes on the special occasion of
INDEPENDENCE day. "

Mate, you must have been either sick, drunk or flying high on weed while you sent this to me.

Good Bye...

Time… time is such a funny thing. You go round & round in circles all your life, looking for an end that will never come and only to realize this when your end knocks on your door.

I ask you… Why? Why ME? Of all the woman in this world who are running after you, needing… no wanting one thing, just one thing from you… sex. Yes, I said “sex”. S. E. X. They are open about what they want, they are straight forward, they said it. You can pick and choose… whom ever you want, how ever you want and when ever u want it. Then why me? I am not after sex, your money, or position. I am old and at the very least I am definitely older than you; mentally, physically, age wise, you name it I am OLD. I am not getting any younger, just older. I have nothing to offer you that would keep your interest in me for more than five seconds maybe (if I am lucky). Then why is it like the changes in the direction of the wind, you keep taunting me, calling me, beckoning to me, hinting to me…of things you never want to give, of things you never want to share, of things you never want or care? Yes, I agree, for some unknown reason you have this power over me. This magnetism, force, attraction, lust (???)…call it what ever you like…I feel it and I am damned sure you do too. I know my thoughts and my body feels disconnected when I am around you and you make me putty with just a single glance.

But let me get myself back on track… Why??? Why??? Why??? Damn it, answer me. Why me? And more to the point, Why NOW??? Why are you treating me like a yoyo? What do you want from me? Just say it and get it over with. If you can’t or don’t have the answers then FIND the answers. It is within you and no one else can find it for you. Don’t tempt me again, not unless you want to finish what you started. And to me, when I say “finish”, I mean either my death or yours. Yes, “till death do us part” and the whole shebang.

I will soon disappear from your life and just like the rest of the world you will not mourn for me, you will not miss my absence. In fact, you will rejoice in the fact that I am gone. I say this so that you are used to the idea. JINNI IS GONE. JINNI WILL NEVER COME BACK. So that one day when you open your eyes and look for me, out from the shadows that you dwell in and realize that I am no more, that I have disappeared, you do not say that I never said goodbye. So let me say goodbye to you everyday from now till the day I’m no more. For when that day comes my eyes shall not see you, my ears craving your husky and gruff voice shall not hear, my lips yearning to say your name shall not say it, my fingers hungering for your touch shall never feel you, my tongue longing for your texture shall not taste, my body dying for your invasion, consummation shall not know the fulfillment. That day, remember that I gave you my all… something which I never gave anyone except you and yet YOU kicked it away with your feet and then blamed me for something which you started. I shall die smiling, remembering you and you shall die smiling, never remembering me and never ever knowing any answers to the questions. Let this be the beginning of the End. Let me finish something that you started…

O’Shadow Watcher, I have a whole diary full of poems that I wrote just for you…about you. You shall see them as the days go by on THIS diary of mine. If you read them, smile, for I like seeing you happy.

This is my end, you shall not miss me for you shall not even know that I am gone. I shall die holding your heart, one last time, within the cup of my palms, feeling it beat a steady and strong rhythm. I kiss it with my blood filled tears and set you free. I take back the enchantment that binds your soul to me. This creature of Fire bows down to you as she has not done to another being, O’Creature of Clay & Earth, as my final respects to you. He, Who created me sumons me and I have to go. And I leave your life in His worthy hands.

Good bye…